Hello World

So here I am, This time last year I was dead, I was awaiting my Call for a double lung Transplant,,,12 months later and 10 false calls later here I am, Healthy and Breathing...

An Experience I shall not forget quickly, For on my death bed, staring god in the face I asked him to be please make it painless and quick,,,but instead I woke up a few days later, Lines and Cables like cobwebs flowing out of me, unable to speak or talk or move, I lie in my bed alive, My Oxygen Saturation 99%, I looked to my nurse (Maria) I told her I can't breathe I cannot feel anything please Im drowning, No she said and put her hand on my forehead ''Look'' and she pointed to one of the Sats Monitors, You are, I smiled and a tear ran down my face, You are she said, You are doing so well...I survived two Consecutive Bi Latteral lung Transplants in the time span of just over a week.

I ask god everyday why he spared my life...When so many I know and knew have lost this fight, Why me? Perhaps I have a purpose although what it is I do not know...What can I do to find this purpose? So I started to search for the answers, And the only place I could think of starting was from within myself...


I commune with myself when I sit silently alone, My inner self, I ask myself questions and the answers do come . You have to change Jason, Change your ways and your Perceptions, This life, this path you are on
You are here for a purpose.

Perhaps this is your purpose - You are Kind and Strong, Use these tools for the better of others, Replace your Hatred and Vengefulness with Love and kindness, For so Strong is your hate that you can channel that energy and accomplish great things, Treat others around you as you would like to be treated, Give this love freely and let your heart be free upon your sleeve, let others who have nothing experience this love, that they may be touched too as you have, Rid yourself of all lifes Pettiness.

You are strong in mind and heart and unbreakable, Do not fear the Darkness, For you have overcome it...Realise that what you have been through has granted you the power to be immune to all hate in this world, For you have been touched by the light, Like a candle in the dark it burns brightly and forever contests the enveloping dark...For as long as you carry this light in a world of darkness, never will you feel alone...

Let go of the anger and hate you feel, Replace it with joy and kindness...Surely then will you find enlightenment and true happiness...